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October 23, 1943
Sadako, today I received the seven items, including bedding, blankets and nightclothes, which you sent me here. Thank you, I know it must have been a great deal of trouble. Happily, these arrived just as I was thinking that the difficulties I've been having with my stomach must come from the cold of the nights here, so I am delighted to have received them. I heard from one of the prosecutors that the letter I sent you on the 11th of this month had not yet been sent out. Because I had written in it that he had been kind enough to understand my theory of value, it was sent around to the censors, who made an exception and passed it through. Their sympathy and understanding is something I am very grateful for. I will continue to be careful not to catch cold and with what I eat, and will do my best to heal this illness.
Life here is quite different from at the police headquarters. Each of us lives in a three-mat [6 sq. meters] apartment. I can read books. It is comfortable and I lack for nothing. Please don't worry about me but take care of everyone at home. ... In this time of emergency let us all be particularly careful with regard to eating properly and dressing to stay warm. Lately, it has grown suddenly cold. If one of you catches cold as usually happens this time of year, don't forget to use a hot-water bottle and cure it quickly. Is Yoko alright? I haven't seen her for three months and can just imagine how she has grown. Please take good care of her.
In a solitary cell, one can think about things, which makes it actually a better place to be. In addition to morning and evening gongyo [sutra recitation] I have started to offer special prayers and am keeping this up without pause. Yozo must find it very suspicious that I don't write him directly. Please assure him I am well and tell him that I am, as usual, busy traveling. Most of the subjects [of thought crime cases] are sent here. Because of the large numbers, the interrogations are time-consuming and I will have to reside here for the time being. Please wait for me patiently.
For all of us, faith is the most important thing. We may consider this a great misfortune, but it pales into insignificance when compared to what the Daishonin endured. It is important to understand this fact clearly and to strengthen your faith more than ever. We live lives of vast and immeasurable benefit and cannot possibly resent or regret a situation such as this one. From my experiences to date, I know clearly that, just as it states in the sutra and the gosho [the writings of Nichiren], "poison will be turned into medicine." 1
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